messed up

pretty messed up these days. too many things to do and deal with.

when is this all gg to end? or perhaps when will there be an equilibrium between issues/things to do & good rest(without having to think at all)? when will I have the energy or motivation to do all these? When will I get back the control of my life? When can I stop worrying?

seriously 烦死人.

半熟不爛

一位好朋友最近告訴我說, 我們這年齡就好像是半熟不爛的水果, neither here nor there, 不再年輕, 但也不算老. 半熟不爛, 果然是形容得恰到好處.

我們幾時才會成熟呢? 我反覆的問自己. 我們的思想, 行動等等, 現在還是個模糊的狀態, 反覆不定, 簡單來說就是 - 亂.

也許我們就是要在這 '亂' 中, 漸漸尋找 、學習、 並蛻變成一位真正有用的我.

在這成長成熟的過程, 我們要感謝的也很多...




雖然害怕成長, 但我們要知道, 這是一個必經的蛻變過程.  讓我們一起勇敢的走向前吧! =)